I haven't blogged for some time now but i feel the need to do so.
last night i was very supportive to my wife and said some things on the phine that i should not have for that i have to apologise and i did not mean what i said.
please accept my sincere apologies .
the reason for this was i am very fustrated at the moment with what is happening on my Visa to come and live and work in the USA and be with my beautiful wife and scottie dogs in our new house.
we have spent nearly 6 months apart since we married on 9th March 2008 due to work and time allowed in the USA it has been hard on us both . i know this is the last hurdle of the visa issue and i am trying to remain upbeat and positive, its only when i get bad news that it gets to me and then i get in a mood and say stupid things. i just need a boost with good news from somewhere. and it will spur me on.
i love my life with you and the boys ,i love being married to you. i want us to be happy and be together forever .
A huge apology to my wife
Long Distance Relationships
I would like to know who says that long distance relationships or marriges work,i for one say the that people who have these long distance relonships and say they work are liars or they are not happy about there own relationship. I do know some people who work overseas for a period of time but mainly they are rotational basis like 1 month at work 1 month at home now that sort of relationship can work but when you spend months away from the one you love it is so hard emotionally it causes tension, stress and this causes arguements that neither wants luckily this day and age we have ways to communicate like MSN , phone calls etc but it still doesnt mask the way the hurt you feel inside from being away from the one you love the most especially when you are newly wed of 2 weeks having to leave for months until immigration finally come through i am just praying our plan comes together before to long i need to with my Princess before we hurt our relationship that i dont want to happen.
i want to be and feel part of a relationship make a nest to live in together go shopping ,go visiting friends ,go out on the town, go away on vacations etc, not couped up looking at 4 walls waiting for the day that i am allowed to go to my new home with my new wife that i adore.
This day will come i pray fro that day every day.
The need to sorry to my wife PK
Over the last 24 days since my return from 3 week holiday and our wonderful marriage and honey moon with you my soul mate my Princess, i have struggled with our seperation quite badly. I am normally independant, sexy, witty,charming etc.I have to apologise for the way i have been i have been down as i am not used to having to worry about a my loving wife who is so many miles away and such a different time zone as when i am in bed you are up doing your bits and pieces and when you are in bed i am up doing my bits and pieces.i do understand you need your space and i am trying to give the space you need i hope i am doing that now. I do worry its only natural being in love then being separated by thousand of miles so quickly after marrying. I know things will get better and hopefully with the loan which i pray we get i get home and be so much happier. I am trying my hardest i really am to get back to my normal self i think you know why i am so down after our talk on the phone and i am doing something about it.
I dont want to fight or argue any more i want to so happy every time i see you i want us to be romantic together even on the msn i know you dont like to but it is a release we can also do videos to each other like we did before just to keep sane i hope you are with me on this baby.
I am not very good with writing what i feel as you can see but my heart is pure it is sincere and it is full of love for the most beautiful lady in my life i love you with all of me every inch and i will forever.
your Prince Charming.
Our Wonderful Wedding Day and Honey Moon
I left Saudi on the morning of Thursday 6Th of March 08 at 2.10 am on a epic flight to Tampa Florida with the time difference of 8 hours to make i eventually landed at 1835 pm Florida time to be met by wonderful Wife to be at the airport we kissed ,embraced and kissed some more and embraced some more before heading of the her sisters house as the children wished to see us before we departed or the wedding.
we got home around 9pm and then went straight to bed after a little you know what sorry about that being away made that happen.We got up around 3am and travelled 12 hours to our destination of Tennessee and out finding our beautiful Log cabin. we had a few days around pidgeon forge and gatlinburg we got our wedding certificate on the Saturday then came our wedding day on the 9Th a Sunday at 4.30pm all was going superb until my beautiful wife sat in the car and then the zipper on the dress blew wide open and i mean wide open,we tried to fix the zip to no avail so it was of with my belt to hold her dress in place and my pant were falling down i was very impressed with how you held yourself together although there was nothing we could do,thank god for safety pins .the ceremony was great and the guests turned up just in time with photographer and vicar all the vows went well and were lovely the loving cup ceremony was special and we are one and home.
we then had a few days around the area and we had a night with Candi and David and kids that was very nice a nice meal and company.Even managed to get me on a horse for the first time saddle sore bum and limbo dancing was done by both of us.i really enjoyed that.
then it was farewell to our cabin and hello valdosta for 2 days was sick the second day with motion sickness after a roller coast turned my insides upside down.
then on to St Augustine for 3 days had a great time there had a few drinks in the Irish bar met a few people then went on a ghost tour which was very interesting indeed.
then on to Downtown Disney rum runners and spending like crazy well we did that on the whole 3 weeks didn't we wouldn't have changed a thing.then to Disney well spring break it was mayhem so we did a few rides left the park and came back around 8pm finished the rides and watched fireworks then it was back to our home for a week made the bar on the porch and painted the living room in between dropping you at work and going for lunch and picking you up at the end of the day. Easter Sunday with your family was nice we will get on very with and i am sure my folks will enjoy your family i hope you dad gets better soon.
all in all the 3 weeks was fabulous i really great time with my new wife in a wonderful part of the country. Cades cove and our wedding will stay in my memories forever as will the 3 weeks we had.
now for the heartbreak of separation 4 to 6 months away isn't the best way to start married life and being so far apart and yes we have msn and telephone and emails but it wont be easy for either of us as you know the situation here.
I do look forward to being with you as soon as is humanly possible with immigration i will try to be strong and get through this i promise you but there will be days were i will be down its only natural.
IT WILL WORK OUT FINE I AM SURE.
It was the best time of my life with the most wonderful lady by my side let there be many more to come
