A huge apology to my wife

I haven't blogged for some time now but i feel the need to do so.
last night i was very supportive to my wife and said some things on the phine that i should not have for that i have to apologise and i did not mean what i said.
please accept my sincere apologies .
the reason for this was i am very fustrated at the moment with what is happening on my Visa to come and live and work in the USA and be with my beautiful wife and scottie dogs in our new house.
we have spent nearly 6 months apart since we married on 9th March 2008 due to work and time allowed in the USA it has been hard on us both . i know this is the last hurdle of the visa issue and i am trying to remain upbeat and positive, its only when i get bad news that it gets to me and then i get in a mood and say stupid things. i just need a boost with good news from somewhere. and it will spur me on.
i love my life with you and the boys ,i love being married to you. i want us to be happy and be together forever .